Wednesday, April 12, 2006 @8:05 AM
Im tired of waiting.Tired of sitting and stoning at home penniless.Tired of being rejected.Tired of being unlucky and unattractive.Tired of being a super plus size .Tired of being vulnerable.Tired of feeling small at heart.Tired of ppl stereotyping me as being dumb.Tired of competition.Tired of unsatisfaction feeling.Tired of being just normal.Tired of being real.Tired of nasty ppl.Tired of being pitied.Tired being slow.Tired of being the "untalented" one. Tired of comparison.Tired of never getting enough.Tired of being lonely.Tired of my wadrobe.Tired about being postive.Tired of comforting my own self. Im just tired.Exhausted.
If this is the journey god plan for me, i stood here helplessly and try my best to accept it wholeheartedly.Praying hard that things will change or at least better.
<3 ing every page of my imagination